Inquirer : I want guidance. Badly. I want someone to show me the path. I am tired of these thoughts. I really do not know what I am doing why I am doing for what I am doing. Its just simple running and reaching no where. Your story where you said everything was ego trip. Even doing social work, etc. I feel the same many a times. Going to Farming is also sometimes ego trip. I want to do all these things but without any ego, without any attachment. Light : so step 1 first atleast confirm whether its ego or not? step 2 ask yourself do you know what is the meaning of ego? what is ego? step 3 if you know the meaning of ego really then things will be more easy because once you know what it is then only you will be back to figure out the next step... so take all these steps and see where do you reach from here :) also same steps for attachment... what is attachment according to you? do you know??? and whatever you know about attachment is it reall...
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